Journal

I am a mess. My emotions are out of wack. I feel sad and terrible and just not enough. I just want to be someone else, not anyone in particular, just someone else. The hubs and I stopped in a new store that sells CBD oils and what have you. I have been opposed to this as it just seems like a fad and like really there are NO negative side effects?!?!? But I am considering taking it to see if it helps me feel better, less anxious and less down. Hoping my hormones are still adjusting and that this is NOT my new normal. I was unprepared though. I didn’t know what to ask for and I don’t want to say oh, I feel like garbage every day and I am sad and anxious and … anyway, gratitude below.

Gratitude:

1. My big bubba is so cute and funny and thoughtful and sweet, I am so lucky to be his momma
2. Fun with friends
3. Bubba and I made cookies together for the first time. Loved it!
4. Got to workout
5. Hubs got to workout
6. Autumn is coming
7. Some Christmas gifts done
8. Planning for a low key Sunday today.
9. Spirit week at school
10. Another day of nice weather and family time.