I feel like trash today. Like I am literally a piece of f*ing garbage. These feelings suck. I learned some more details of my husbands sex addition and his infidelities and it is so hurtful. And it makes me wonder does he deserve to have a marriage with me? Does he deserve a chance? This is such a painful experience.
Gratitude:
- Beautiful sweet loving baby boys
- A miracle gummy bear
- It’s already wednesday
- Family group therapy tonight (I hope it is positive and helps me to deal with things)
- Weather has been so much nicer! No rain and some sunshine.
Intentions: acknowledge and push aside negative thoughts. Accomplish what I can at work. Get sleep and drink water.
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 