Mondays

Not waking up to a great start. Overwhelmed with how behind I am at work, being observed today and have not had a pre-obs meeting yet, paperwork piling up, hubs has 2 appts this afternoon/evening, so it’s all me until like 7pm. I feel like I have no control over my eating. I look at least 5 months pregnant and I am not even 3. It’s another boy we found out and I am happy the screening came back as low risk / normal limits, but I was really hoping for a girl. Even though I am not super girly, I would like to buy cute little girl dresses and get nails done together, shop for proms, plan a wedding, all those girly things. But then I feel bad that I am alittle disappointed. I have to imagine I am not alone in that.

Gratitude:

  1. Prenatal screening came back low risk
  2. Good weekend
  3. Did a lot of food prep yesterday
  4. My baby boys are so sweet and so lovey
  5. Good dog

Intentions: Drink so much water, track food (I must do this), finalize 1 IEP, sleep.

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An imperfect mom of 3, spouse of a recovering sex addict, a women equal parts assured of self and complete uncertainty while on the journey to joy, serenity, and fun.

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