Frustrating day today. I really need my husband to better time manage and plan in advance. I need to know how much time he is planning for work in advance so I know what my time parameters are. I need him to stick to what he says and If he doesn’t plan enough time, then move on and plan more time later. I need him to improve his judgement and decision making skills. Sometimes I feel like I need so much, so much to change and to improve. Maybe it is too much? Maybe it is not fair for anyone. I don’t know. I don’t want to pile on to all the work he has to do (recovery, etc) but I also need to be honest and say the things that bother me. I don’t want to accept less than I deserve. I feel like I have been doing that for way too long. Even if I didn’t know all that was going on, there were still somethings that weren’t right. I am happy he has been working hard to change. And he has made great progress but there is still a long way to go.
Gratitude: Baby boys. Family fun making cookies. A relaxing salt bath. Not a work day. Healthy family. OB appt soon (really need to hear this heart beat again). Hubs who is working recovery and to improve himself and our life. A good dog. FaceTime. Zoom.
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 