Actually got to do a little social distancing socializing g last night which was great. The coffee pot lid broke this morning, not as great. Trying to make it a good day today. Hubs is meeting with a friend who said they needed to talk. Like what could this be about? Something about the friend or something about the hubs? Did someone find out? Funny I was talking to someone last night about secrets and they can be shame inducing even when they are there to cover up other shame and how it can just be toxic to have secrets, etc, and it def brought a wave of shame over me. To know there is this secret that we have. But it’s such a tough topic. It’s so taboo. And it just makes everyone look bad in some way. I never know the right beat thing to do, so I will just try to keep moving forward.
Gratitude:
- Night out
- Sweet bisquit
- Baby boys
- The baby in my belly
- My car
- Summer time
- Beautiful weather
- Friends’ new baby, so happy for them
- Nearby park
- Hubs in recovery
Intentions: I will have a great day—enjoy my family, move through my to do list, drink water, have some laughs.
Affirmations: I care about others. I am a good wife and mother.
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 