I need to get my feelings in check. Why am I getting so irritated sometimes with babies? Like wtf! I hate that my fuse is so short and that so many things get me upset. I hope that as I continue to recover from trauma this improves because all it does it make everyone feel bad esp me. I must find the space btw stimulus and response.
Gratitude:
- Baby boys
- Hubs working his recovery
- Hubs taking responsibility when someone else referred to me as “controlling”
- Catching up with a good friend
- Time outside of the house to do something fun
- Friday!!!!
- Weekend is soon
- Grandparents sending surprises to the boys
- Babes sleeping in
- No rain this AM
Intentions: I will find the space. I will enjoy being with my family. I will get things done.
Affirmations: I love my family and put them first above all else. I am taking time for self care.