Summer Day 15

It’s going fast already, the summer. I love June because it always feels like there is so much time ahead of me, that endless summer feeling. It’s a beautiful morning, although projected to be 90 today 😓 , a morning walk is probably in order. The weekend had a rough end. I feel like sometimes my spouse does not make good choices even when we have discussed them in advance (getting to bed early) and that frustrates me and then I think he feels I am trying to control him. I just want things to be happy and peaceful and sleep is a big part of that. Then it often feels to me that he will do whatever to “defy” me even though again I don’t want control. I want a safe and secure life with a full and healthy partner whom I can trust. Today is a new day.

Gratitude:

1. Baby boys
2. Dog is on a vacay
3. My family
4. Blueberry muffins
5. Cool mornings
6. Heard back from landscape company
7. Decent sleep
8. Target is on today’s agenda
9. Leftovers (so no cooking needed!)
10. Baby boys (the deserve a second mention)

Intentions: Be patient and kind, enjoy family time and moments of solitude, move and drink water.

Affirmations: I am a good wife and mother. I am working on my trauma recovery. I care about the world and want to make it better for all.