I think? Maybe I should give up in counting the days. Already this month seems to be flying by. I need to get my glucose test redone, the 3 hour test. Ugh! I had weird dreams last night. Hubs had some communication issues, like wasn’t communicative enough and I spiraled out in upset ness. He agreed he needed to communicate more and be clearer about things such as time. We discussed how time, lack of communication and inability to get in touch with him are all triggers for me and we went over some boundaries around that. I believe he understands and wants to make the changes and is committed to doing what I need in these areas. Being triggered feels awful. Spirally our emotionally feels awful. Especially when I am with the boys. I also need to work on my ability to react better and not let it impact me so greatly. I also am unsure when setting boundaries around these things what the consequences are if he does not stay within the boundary.
Gratitude:
- Baby bear, he is such a love bug
- Bubba, who is sweet and thoughtful
- Bun in the oven, for just being
- My cute little town
- Getting a new car soon
- School posters are done (women in stem)
- Bases for dinners made last night
- Nature
- Hubs still working his recovery
- Time to start the morning positively
Intentions: Be mindful with my time and of my family, enjoy the babies and hubs, move through list.
Affirmations: I am a loving mother and wife. I am working on my recovery and on my self to be a better person and educator.
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 