I really have no idea what day it actually is. We have a tentative date for our FTD. July 23. I am already starting to feel nervous about it. Just waiting to see if SIL can baby sit that day for baby bear. Bubba should be able to go to GP’s. I need to work on my impact letter. I started it on Monday. I feel like by the time I am done it will be a novella. It’s peaceful outside this morning. It’s nice to take a moment to take it in. It’s humid but not too hot yet. It should rain today. Hopefully the humidity will go down. This looming recovery task, the FTD, is kinda like this humidity. It envelopes you and ways you down. I can only hope that the disclosure will be the storm and after the sun will start to peak out again, maybe even a rainbow will appear and we can move forward bathed in the light and the truth and although it will hurt maybe it can also allow us to truly heal.
Gratitude:
- Peaceful morning
- Coffee
- Tentative FTD date
- Zukes and tomatoes are growing
- Landscaper scheduled to fu with us Friday
- Moving forward with new car (I think)
- Life is not that bad. We have jobs, beautiful babies, insurance, family who care about us
- Hydrangea flowers in the house make me smile and feel good
- Good dog
- Slept 8 hours
Intentions: Read my book club chapters, work in impact letter, walk, do an hour of chores (inside or out).
Affirmations: I am taking care of myself. I am a good mom and wife. I am working on improving.
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