Summer Day 38

It’s shocking it’s been 38 days of summer, it doesn’t feel nearly that long. It’s still so hot. The humidity is high. It’s hard to get outside and get moving but I really need to be moving. I look like I should have given birth last week and I still have over 8 weeks to go. And there’s probably only 4 weeks left of summer. Although I should really be saying, wow, I still have 4 weeks left of summer! I feel uneasy not knowing the SD plan or options. I need to talk to HR and I need to contact my OB re work and COVID 19 and risk. Am I higher risk or not? From what I have read I may not be at higher risk to get the virus, but higher risk for ICU and ventilator if I do. I do not want to get sick. Just having to get tested and recently having to get baby bear tested was scary enough.

Gratitude:

1. Bubba having a visit with grandparents
2. Baby bear slept through the night
3. Lovey boys
4. Some quieter time coming over the next few days
5. FTD will be tomorrow. Prepping for it has consumed so much time
6. Still 4 weeks of summer left
7. Hubs spent time with fam last night and not meeting
8. Someone else made the coffee this AM
9. Some quiet time this morning
10. My home

Intentions: Finish my impact letter and work on racial justice. Laundry. Breathe. Drink water.

Affirmations: I am a good mom and good wife. I am not selfish.