Yesterday was the day, full therapeutic disclosure. Hubs shared everything. It was a lot of information, I know I didn’t absorb it all. It was overwhelming. I asked some questions from the list I had written in advance, but he had addressed most already. I read my impact letter which was super hard. And with a mask on, super gross. I spent the night at a hotel. It was nice to only have to worry about me. Put on comfy clothes, ordered food from where I wanted. Flip flopped between some therapeutic work (journaling, questions, meditation, Completed my PCI) and veggie out with TV, a face mask and chocolate cake. Talked alittle with hubs, he seemed to be doing well (given the circumstances) and so was baby bear. Woke up before 8am, threw on Bravo in the background, ran and got free breakfast, showered. Went shopping at Anthropologie, picked up smoothies, and now I am home. Hubs is doing a Check-in with his CSAT. I am happy we both have this day off.
Gratitude:
- FTD is done
- Hubs has time off to relax and recover
- Green smoothie
- Hotel stay to relax and focus just on me
- RHONY
- Face mask
- Hummus & chocolate cake
- Shopping
- Long weekend
- Going to pick up bubba
Intentions: Relax today and be kind to self and others.
Affirmations: I am a good wife and mom. I am learning to be kinder to myself.
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