Gratitude:
- Baby bear is feeling better
- Started the day with some disturbing thoughts about hub’s AO behaviors, but was able to talk to him and ask questions which helped push them from my mind
- Was able to express some of my fears and safety seeking behaviors that I also felt were sneaky and would make me feel bad (checking internet history without explicitly saying so first.) and we agreed that I can check anytime without asking and do not need to feel bad about it.
- Prenatal yoga to start the day
- Hubs made breakfast, eggs and fresh whole grain bread
- Bubba is great and I love him
- It’s a new day
- Watching moana with bubba last night
- Connected with hubs even though it was a really tough day with lots of upset and emotions.
- Time to enjoy a Relaxing bath, facial, yoga and meditation yesterday.
Intentions: Take the day slow, enjoy togetherness with my family, read, acknowledge things that bother me (loudness, chaos, etc) and let them go.
Affirmations: I am a loving momma, a good wife, and working on myself.