Day 11

Yesterday was even better than the day before. Only I blow up (at least only one I remember) by me toward the hubs. His time management and awareness sucks. I don’t want to be relied on as the project manager for all things. I want him to be able to set time parameters and to work within them. He gets distracted and seems to lose awareness and then I end up needing help and he is not able to see that. I think these things probably affect him at work and I think he doesn’t see this.

Gratitude:

1. Milk supply improving
2. Lactation cookies
3. Baby boys
4. Target
5. Fall weather
6. Wonderful neighbors bringing us dinner!
7. Halloween decor
8. Getting things done
9. New outfit for baby
10. Family walk

Intentions: Take things slow, don’t have too many expectations, work on my list, be patient and take a breathe before responding.

Affirmations: I am a good mother, I am an empathetic wife, I am working on recovery.