Can I ever get over this? I really don’t know right now. I was just driving around the corner, literally, to move the car for a painting project. And some dance song came on and I love to dance (well I did prekids, really haven’t had a chance in the last 5 years 🙃) and I was envisioning dancing on a night out and then the thought of my husband coming up to dance with me, something so sweet and fun, but this thought just, well it just brought a dark cloud into my vision, and brought me to tears. Is everything ruined forever? Right now it feels like it might be.
Gratitude:
- Beautiful weather
- Walk with the 2 big boys
- Outing with just bubba yesterday
- Freshly bathed baby Buddha.
- Bought my class shirt
- Ordered the green SANON book and another complimentary book. I guess it’s official. I am in Sanon.
- Attended a meeting last night
- Scheduled a one month checkup. I hate that I can only schedule appts on the phone (not at the end of an Appt while in the office)
- Choco brownie ice cream
- The election is not that far off. And pls do not let this man be re-elected. Cannot stand even the thought.
Intentions: Track food. Move. Drink water. Focus on feeding baby and on self-care.
Affirmations: I am a loving mom. I am working on self, emo, physical and mental. I appreciate the little things around me.
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 