Another 1st Day

First day of me and all 3 boys. Hubs started back to work today. Which is why this is my first chance to sit down and do my journal. It hasn’t been too bad. I have done ok keeping my cool. Maybe only 2xs did I lose it and it wasn’t that bad. (Progress, not perfection, right?). I am not doing as great with diet. It’s like I need to completely strip the house of everything except the things I want to eat in terms of being healthy and losing weight. But I am not having the attitude of I messed up, so the hell with everything. I want to feel good about how I look so I have to be strong about it, for MYSELF!!!

Gratitude:

1. Beautiful, cool fall weather
2. My new big cozy sweater
3. Surviving the day
4. Maternity leave
5. Halloween
6. Pumpkin spice coffee and creamer
7. Babies sleeping in
8. Sweatpants
9. Fresh fruit
10. Hubs got out door project sone
11. Hubs

Intentions: Complete the day as positively as I have gotten through so far. Sleep more tonight. Take a walk.

Affirmations: I am strong. I can take care of my family. I can be healthy and lose weight.