So I think I survived and actually did pretty well yesterday, I am concerned about the hubs. He got up with the baby after I fed him during the night, but then he never went back to sleep. So he only got 5 hours. He also though did not seem to use this time awake to benefit himself. Like to journal or work on recovery or to take a run or get to work early. He was super grouchy and defensive when I got up. I expressed that I needed to pump and if the baby needed to eat again later (after the initial breast feed and supplement) he needs to wake me so that I can nurse him (supply). I feel frustrated and nervous about this. I want a healthy partner. He needs to do better at managing his shite.
Gratitude:
- More beautiful fall weather
- Below Deck
- Baby boys
- Taking a walk with just the dog
- Getting things done, even if they are small
- Crafting with bubba
- Baby Buddha’s sweetness
- Hugs from baby bear
- Time at home
- I am working on my recovery
Affirmations: I am a good mom. I am able to remain calm. I take care of my family.
Intentions: I will make healthy choices. I will not binge on garbage today. I will drink water and move.
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 