Let the hubs sleep in and through most of the night. I realized recently (or maybe just verbalized it) that I have the least patience for him. Like I am much quicker to get annoyed or irritated with him compared to anyone else. He woke up feeling achy today and in my head, I am just thinking, ugh, shake it off. My hip hurts and I still have minor recovery pains from delivering this huge baby a month ago and I started bleeding again, but ok, you slept funny. I feel like he is such a baby about stuff. I am also realizing he just doesn’t function in a clean, organized and efficient manner. Will that ever get better? I feel like currently it often creates more work for me. I think I have been feeling frustrated because i am generally excited and looking forward to him getting home for the day or weekend, but frequently once he is home, it’s nothing like I hoped. He adds to the chaos and mess when i need him to help get rid of it. He needs me to often direct him on what to do. I wonder how long will it be this way? Will these things change and get better? If they don’t get better, do I want to live this way forever? I need to be healthy too and I need my children to live in a healthy environment.
Gratitude:
- Baby boys
- Heat
- Family time at the zoo
- Sleep
- Relaxed sunday
- 1 mo pics finally
- Baby button down nightgowns
- Tiny toes
- New dryer
- Sweater weather
Intentions: Enjoy the day and relax! Go shopping with bubba
Affirmations: I am losing weight and making healthier decisions. I am getting better At taking care of myself and being calmer. Things don’t have to be perfect.
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 