Starting the Day Right

I don’t know how I feel towards my husband and about my marriage. I know I feel not good about myself. I cannot manage my eating. I have never had this problem. Not like this. At least I don’t think I have. I feel out of control (or am I just choosing to not control it?). I feel like the more effort and thought I am putting into it, the worse it is getting. But today is another day and I will at least start the day with the intention of trying. I am struggling with having my mom live here even though I know that it is such a loving, selfless act by her. I almost wish I was the primary bread winner (like made a much higher salary). That’s a whole other tangent. I need to just focus on today and move forward.

Gratitude:

1. Sleeping babies
2. Bubba riding his new bike
3. Bear feeling better
4. Working for home being an option (v a day without pay)
5. A pregnant friend
6. Getting rid of stuff
7. Snuggly buddha
8. My fireplace
9. My car
10. Having my basic needs met

Intentions: Make loving choices for myself, move, drink water, be patient with others.