Daily Gratitude & other musings

1. Baby buddha, so lovey, so grateful that he was awake this morning for some loving before i left for work.
2. Sleeping babies
3. Nice small family walk, listened to mindset podcast while the hubs was able to make program calls
4. Final quarter of the year at school
5. Vaccination
6. Family to help take care of my little family
7. The opportunity to make healthy choices and be active
8. My car
9. Podcasts, the chance to reset my mind and to connect with others in similar experiences
10. Better weather today

It’s weird, a colleague returned to work yesterday, after working remotely the first 3/4 of the year. We are friends, but he is very different than I am. Loud and boisterous and funny — people from all around school have been seeking him out to welcome him back, my quiet morning space is not so quiet anymore. The weird part is that it makes me feel badly about myself. It like reminds me that i am not valued so much, I am not such a “friend” to others, I am easily overlooked. When really, it should have no impact on me and how I feel about myself. Why am I allowing this to put a spotlight on me? Why do I care or have these thoughts and feelings? Another joy of being me i guess.