Gratitude

I have been struggling this past week, but in particular this weekend. I am feeling very down, lonely, and not wanting to participate in any groups (A-non). I feel like my participation is not valued, like I either don’t have anything to contribute. I am struggling with eating and turning to food for comfort and to feel better (which as we all know if just fleeting, and then of course I am left feeling even worse because I not just sad but fat too). I want to hit the eject button—just eject and disconnect from people and groups, curl up in a ball, wallow in my misery. This Sucks.

Gratitude:

1. Baby boys
2. Bagel
3. Back to a regular school schedule
4. Short work week
5. The yard is pretty much done (and looks nice)
6. It’s June
7. Family fun weekend with minimal breakdowns
8. Took a walk with the dog yesterday
9. Below Deck
10. Year is winding down