Back in the saddle

This was the first break where I think I actually truly did no work. I had planned to but then I was just enjoying my down time and my family too much. Going back today is hard. I kinda don’t want to. But getting paid is nice and necessary. I am trying to embody and embrace the idea of doing the best I can with what they provide which includes time. Their time. The time they pay me for. Not so much on my time, the time that is for me and for my family especially my children. As always, with the start of the new year I am trying to lose weight and get in shape. Any shape that I can feel good about. Still working towards that inner peace and calm, acceptance and joy. I don’t have a word yet for the year. Last year was joy. Will have to come back to that one.

Gratitude:

  • Winter break
  • The boys
  • Everyday being a fresh start
  • A job
  • Choices

Intentions: Drink water, halt the negative self talk for today at least.

Published by themaybeemom

An imperfect mom of 3, spouse of a recovering sex addict, a women equal parts assured of self and complete uncertainty while on the journey to joy, serenity, and fun.

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