Gratitude: Beautiful, cool morning Baby boys Bunny in the garden Impact letter mostly written Back to weekday routine Coffee Letting go Summer, which is giving me the chance to breath. Below Deck Double stroller Intentions: Be productive early in the day. Attend a SANON meeting (my first…). Love my family Affirmations: I am a good …
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Summer Day 28
Not quite the regular weekday routine today. Hubs took off from work and I am doing my 3 hour glucose test this AM. Woo hoo! Just chugged my orange drink and can now wait in my car for 3 hours. I just hope I pass this time. I am struggling so much with diet. I …
Summer Day 26
Today is a tough day. I feel like I have an emotional hangover. Hubs will be home soon which is good. Lots of intrusive thoughts and obsessive behaviors last night and early this morning related to his SA and acting out. This is the type of thing I hope the FTD helps to reduce / …
Summer Day 25
This must be a fast entry. I have so much to do today, finish my book club chapters before 11am and make hummus and cut up veggies before 12:30 😬. I am feeling behind in general. And it’s another humid day. Never actually rained yesterday just stayed hot and oppressive. Gratitude: Boys Hubs in recovery …
Summer Day 24
I really have no idea what day it actually is. We have a tentative date for our FTD. July 23. I am already starting to feel nervous about it. Just waiting to see if SIL can baby sit that day for baby bear. Bubba should be able to go to GP’s. I need to work …
Summer Day 23?
I think? Maybe I should give up in counting the days. Already this month seems to be flying by. I need to get my glucose test redone, the 3 hour test. Ugh! I had weird dreams last night. Hubs had some communication issues, like wasn’t communicative enough and I spiraled out in upset ness. He …
Summer Day 23?
I think? Maybe I should give up in counting the days. Already this month seems to be flying by. I need to get my glucose test redone, the 3 hour test. Ugh! I had weird dreams last night. Hubs had some communication issues, like wasn’t communicative enough and I spiraled out in upset ness. He …
Summer Day 22
How can it possibly be 22 days into summer already. Even with the quarantine time warp I feel like it is flying by. We did a lot of socializing this past week and now I am feeling nervous about it and kind of want to go back to total lockdown. My mom was here for …
Summer Day …
I already don’t know what day it is. Oh well. I can figure that out later. Need to do the 3 hour glucose test, I was 10 points higher than the cut off. Not so thrilled about that, but I also know I have gotten too big too fast this pregnancy so hopefully this can …
Summer Day 17
The routine has been thrown off a bit. Family is visiting and I had an early AM OB Appt yesterday, so I never got to my morning wake up and gratitude, etc. I feel like I have been thrown off all week, but it is also good to have someone else around during the day. …
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 