It’s going fast already, the summer. I love June because it always feels like there is so much time ahead of me, that endless summer feeling. It’s a beautiful morning, although projected to be 90 today 😓 , a morning walk is probably in order. The weekend had a rough end. I feel like sometimes …
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Weekend
The last few days have been a little tough. Yesterday in particular. Part of my husbands recovery plan is to really take the lead at home with chores and responsibilities to give me space to heal and recover. Also, I am pregnant, so that makes it even more important for me. But I feel like …
Summer Day 12
Gratitude: Family Baby boys Coffee Cool quiet mornings Lobster rolls Book club meeting inspiration to do and be better Things getting done Time to relax and rejuvenate The weekend is here Intentions: Read, find posters for school, clean and enjoy the boys. Affirmations: I am thoughtful and kind. I love my family. I am working …
Summer Day 11
Gratitude: Cinnamon and br sugar oatmeal Peaceful mornings The boys Busy day but will get to check off several things from the To Do list. Husband is in the light and working on his recovery Hubs from babes Back is not hurting this AM Weekend is near Sassafras trees Fenced in play area for boys …
Summer Day 10
I am not getting enough sleep. This is not helping me. I have been having too many sad, feeling bad kind of days. Including today. I just woke up feeling and thinking all the negative thoughts about myself, just randomly popping up thoughts that remind me I am not good enough, smart enough, like able, …
Summer Day 9
I don’t know how I will ever actually keep track of the days. Husband is spending a lot of time working on his full therapeutic disclosure (ftd). This is good so we can get it done. But this is scary too. I am nervous to hear about all the acting out he engaged in during …
Summer Day 8
Weekend was really good and really tough. I had a lot of intrusive thoughts about things my husband engaged in while actively in his addiction. Thoughts about what I know he did and questions about what he did. And a lot of thoughts about me…where was I when he was acting out? All the time …
Summer Day 5
I need to get my feelings in check. Why am I getting so irritated sometimes with babies? Like wtf! I hate that my fuse is so short and that so many things get me upset. I hope that as I continue to recover from trauma this improves because all it does it make everyone feel …
Day 4
Today is off to a rough start. Maybe it’s the rain. Hubs is off, which is great, but maybe that and the rain have thrown me off the AM routine I am trying to implement for myself to ensure I do some self care and setting the day up right (in a good head space). …
Summer Day 3
Actually got to do a little social distancing socializing g last night which was great. The coffee pot lid broke this morning, not as great. Trying to make it a good day today. Hubs is meeting with a friend who said they needed to talk. Like what could this be about? Something about the friend …
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 