Not waking up to a great start. Overwhelmed with how behind I am at work, being observed today and have not had a pre-obs meeting yet, paperwork piling up, hubs has 2 appts this afternoon/evening, so it’s all me until like 7pm. I feel like I have no control over my eating. I look at …
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Better Late Than Never
Gratitude: Baby boys and silly bathtimes Made it to the gym Hubs did the heavy lifting with the babes today Got a lot done for the upcoming class events Tomorrow is Friday!
Wednesday Work
I will be better at this!!! I have been so tired lately. I really need the sleeps! I am not doing a great job of falling through on my recovery plan or activities like getting more sleep, tracking my food, steps, etc. Maybe I am just not committed enough? Or motivated enough? Unrelated, I quit …
Gratitude is Not Always Easy
Having a tough time being very grateful today. Instead I am feeling angry and resentful. I am struggling already with weight gain with this pregnancy and I am not even at 12 weeks. I don’t want to be this heavy and feel this gross but feel like I can not control how much I am …
Gratitude
Baby boys Screening today (which I am nervous about but eager to get done) Baby Bear is better and able to go to school today Coffee Made it to 10 weeks pregnant
Another Week
Mondays 😩 so the good news is that apparently at those “massage” parlors, my husband only got happy endings (hand jobs). How sad that I feel better about him going there knowing he did not get oral or have intercourse. It’s sort of pathetic really but like wipe the sweat off my brow. Gratitude: Good …
Surprises…
So an acquaintance shared with us during my first pregnancy that he thinks that everyone should wait until the birth to find out the gender of a baby because whenever do you ever get surprised anymore as an adult…this is something my husband loved to say all through my first two pregnancies. And while the …
Friday
Gratitude: Baby boys who love each other so much. I am so lucky. Strength training class last night It’s Friday!! Taking 1 year pics of baby bear tomorrow My gas fireplace Intentions: Be focused and productive at work. Get ready for photo session tonight. Sleep & lots of water!!!
Trying to Deal With It All
So I am pregnant. It happened on Dec 26th. My husband started his sexual sobriety Jan 7th. I found out he was a sex addict Dec 18th. I find out new details sprinkled in overtime. This is a lot of shit to process and work through and feel. And it will sucker punch you anytime …
Another Day
I feel like trash today. Like I am literally a piece of f*ing garbage. These feelings suck. I learned some more details of my husbands sex addition and his infidelities and it is so hurtful. And it makes me wonder does he deserve to have a marriage with me? Does he deserve a chance? This …
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 