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Gratitude: Baby boys New dress Easy meals Not being called for jury duty La Bufana visited Intentions: Be focused at work. Finalize an IEP. Don’t stay late. Take down some Christmas decorations.

Gratitude: My baby boys Target Clean kitchen Hubs is trying Good job & healthcare Intentions: Be focused on work during the day, move steadily through the day. Acknowledge sad or upsetting thoughts and push aside. Accomplish 3 things on my to do list.

Gratitude: It’s Friday! My sons ❤️ A new year A week without the dog My husband is doing the work Intentions: Acknowledge and push aside sad thoughts and feelings, be present, be kind.

I am having some real anxieties about returning to work today. I have been dreading it and last couldn’t sleep and fretted which just made it worse. Of course I ended up with less then 5 hours sleep. Ideal. I feel wholly unprepared. I feel like what I really need is a stay at mental …

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Gratitude: My beautiful children My job 2 days until break My car Family time soon Intentions: Get through the day! Breath. Do one thing at time. Keep moving forward.

Gratitude: There is. I thing I have to do tonight My boys My husband is really trying Good coffee IEP meeting today with a great family Hump day Intentions: Enjoy the moments of today, move efficiently and productively.

Gratitude: 1. Beautiful baby boys 2. Good reliable car 3. A job 4. My husband 5. It’s Friday!!!! Intentions: Complete an IEP, start Christmas cards, enjoy my family tonight.

Gratitude: Bubba & Bear! I am so lucky! Gift ordered! IEP day today! Weight is going DOWN! Thursday! Coffee!!!!! Intention: Be focused. Finalize 3 IEPs. Enjoy babies. Track food (and get upstairs earlier to limit snacking!)

Gratitude: So close to winter break Last night went pretty well with babies despite the long day for all GBBO Holiday edition!!! Coffee Christmas bedding! Intention: Finalize 1 IEP today. Track all the food.

I am up 7 pounds and I am basically just binge eating. I keep saying I need to rein things back in, stop eating all the unhealthy stuff, exercise and I am just eating everything in sight, feeling disgusting, not wanting to work out or participate in life. Things are not so good. Short term …

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