I shared for the first time at my Sanon meeting last night. I was not super comfortable, but it was good to rip off the bandaid. Now hopefully I will be able to participate by sharing at meetings moving forward. Gratitude: Sleep Baking shows Being focused on my goals Sanon My baby boys Fall weather …
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Another day, another argument
I asked him to finish cleaning up while I went to the grocery store with bubba. I cleaned up mostly, the counters needed to be wiped and the couple of items they were using to go in the dishwasher. He had an Appt at 7. Went left at about 6:30, home at 8. Kitchen seemed …
Up and Up
Things have been so up and down, especially my mood and motivation. Today is an up day and I am going to try to make each day an up even if I have some down moments. I joined two apps to help me with weight loss and motivation. I am struggling so much with this. …
Just the gratitude
Bubba is such a sweet son and brother Baby bear is such a happy guy in the AM and is a great snuggler Baby Buddha is too cute Family fun time yesterday at the farm getting pumpkins and apples Art project with hubs and bubba Good weather yesterday and rain held out today Matching Halloween …
I survived!
Today is the last day Of my first week home alone with all the babies! My title may be premature as this AM is a cluster already! But it’s okay. Focusing on remaining calm. There’s not much that really requires (is worth?) getting upset and worked up over. I can’t feel good about my day …
Day 3
I am losing my mind at night eating. Like I am just going crazy binge eating everything. Last night was cheese and chocolate and whatever sweets there were. It’s like just self sabotage. What is wrong with me??? Am I getting too hungry? (By the time I got to dinner yesterday I was) Too tired? …
Day 2
So I think I survived and actually did pretty well yesterday, I am concerned about the hubs. He got up with the baby after I fed him during the night, but then he never went back to sleep. So he only got 5 hours. He also though did not seem to use this time awake …
Another 1st Day
First day of me and all 3 boys. Hubs started back to work today. Which is why this is my first chance to sit down and do my journal. It hasn’t been too bad. I have done ok keeping my cool. Maybe only 2xs did I lose it and it wasn’t that bad. (Progress, not …
Day 21
My child misses school. Which is great, I am glad he misses his teaches, friends, and learning, but I am a little sad about it too. Because he is a little sad. I am also sad about my weight. I have stalled out on losing weight. I have lost 25 lbs since giving birth. But …
Day 20
Gratitude: Chocolate chip cookie Therapy session House to just me and baby buddha Chinese take out Shutters I think are done! Front door repainted Baby boys. I love them all Tee shirts are selling Deleted pics of me Nap time Affirmations: I love my family. I will get better, emotionally, mentally, physically.
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 