Baby Buddha was born and I think he is doing well. Breast feeding sucks (ha, ha). I don’t know if I am making enough. I have to supplement to ensure blood sugar is good and jaundice goes away, but that makes breast feeding harder and at least it feels less successful. I am working hard …
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I have no idea what day it is…
The baby is here!! Baby bun not baby Buddha has been born. I am so grateful for him and my beautiful little family (maybe not so little anymore?). Gratitude: Baby Buddha Health insurance Access to good medical care Hubs being home with us for 3 weeks Being released from hospital and able to go home …
Labor Day Gratefulness
Gratitude: Last day before school Family time Pineapple party Things getting done. Delish so fresh blueberry muffins New school year New dog bed Monarch butterflies hatching in the yard Beautiful day I am over the FB BS
School Daze
Went back to school this week, only professional development. Next week remote learning with students commences. I have to get back on track with morning gratitude and intentions at a minimum. Am currently in the labor and delivery triage due to a high blood pressure. Omg, I am not quite ready for this kiddo to …
Summer Day 74 ?
Gratitude: Furniture got moved, heavy lifting is done Baby bear Bubba Baby Buddha (new nickname for bun in the oven) Still have a weekend to go before back to school Getting new BLM tee shirt Target trip today Grocery shopping yesterday Everyone starting the day early! Moving forward in healing Intentions: Work through to do …
Summer Day 74
My sex addict husband relapsed yesterday. He was sober for over 7 months. While at the hospital for an ultrasound appointment, he was home with the boys. He did a morning meeting and about 30 minutes later he purposely looked at pornography. Not just lingering too long on titillating images on insta or FB, but …
Summer Day 73
Away at my parents for the weekend. It was good and had some tough moments all at once. Dietarily, never is great. Too many pitfalls. Had an ultrasound this AM, another big baby which is making me upset and nervous. Had to do a NST too because fluids were a little high. but all turned …
Summer Day 67
There is sooooo much to do before baby and for school. Starting to get very anxious about everything. Gratitude: Going away for the weekend Bubba Baby bear Netflix Coffee Dates Purging Baby is moving Baby animals Easy meals Intentions: Finish sorting through armoire clothes, drink water, pack boys and me. Affirmations: I am a good …
Summer Day 67
Yesterday was another difficult day. Lots of lost patience, being short, yelling, crying, exasperation. Some desperate thoughts. Loneliness and isolation. Feeling overwhelmed with the present and what’s to come. Focusing on problems and imperfections. Today, I need to relax more and try to focus on the good things. Appreciate the last days of summer, time …
Summer Day 66
Gratitude: Bubba sleeping so cutely next to me, in his baby sleeping position Baby bear is so wild and loving Bedroom touch up painting is done Found some good articles and resources for adding social justice and anti racism into Science classes. Outdoor playtime with boys SANON Meeting last night Baby bun in the oven …
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 