Yesterday was a tough day. We did a check-in, we try to do these 2-3 times per week. Hubs shared that he had looked at some images lustfully the last few days. Not pornography–that would be relapse, but titillating images, maybe someone in a bathing suit? Or just overly exposed? I don’t know exactly what …
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Summer Day 64
The struggle is real! I just have no patience, I feel like i am always irritated, annoyed, angry, etc. With my family, with life, with the pandemic, with school starting up and still having no idea what the expectations are for me and for students, with racism, with everything really. And I don’t want to …
Summer Sunday
Gratitude: Rainy day Grocery shopping under $125! Opportunity to relax and not be solely in charge of kids Stuff is getting done! BLT lunch Tiny nap on couch Muffins for breakfast (and some eggs with veg & cheese) Easy dinner tonight Soak and a facial Cutie boys Affirmations: I am empathic. I am doing my …
Summer Sunday
Gratitude: Rainy day Grocery shopping under $125! Opportunity to relax and not be solely in charge of kids Stuff is getting done! BLT lunch Tiny nap on couch Muffins for breakfast (and some eggs with veg & cheese) Easy dinner tonight Soak and a facial Cutie boys Affirmations: I am empathic. I am doing my …
Saturday Work
Gratitude: Play date Some socializing with another adult human Green smoothie BLT Overtime pay Butterflies Everyone is home tomorrow Baby seemed to be head down yesterday weight gain btw latest appointments not much Decent sleep (considering…) Intentions: Complete short to do list, read, h2o, try to be patient with everyone. Affirmations: I am very optimistic. …
Summer Day 61
I am struggling everyday at this point when being patient. My poor little ones. I feel swollen and tired and cranky at this stage of pregnancy. The heat makes it worse, although I heard that today is nice out. Like today, my fingers feel twice their normal size and my head is throbbing. All noise …
Summer Day 60
Gratitude: That my work start date was pushed by for a week so hubs could take a vacation week while I was off. Bubba Baby bear and his sleeping in Target, why is this such a happy place for me? Bagels Started day with yoga My little town Zinnias, so bright and happy The kitchen …
Summer Day 59
Getting tired and ascared of going back to work. Although we will be starting fully virtual, we, the teachers, may be working from the school building. I don’t actually mind this, although why even bother to risk it quite frankly? I am concerned about professional development–will they be providing the space so that we can …
Summer Day 58
This pregnant thing is getting harder. 34 weeks this week. Sleeping for a long period without interruption is basically not possible. Just to roll over, I need to fully wake up to heave this belly over. I am just so tired. School starts in a few weeks and I am worried. I worked past my …
Another Summer Monday
Not too many left. Trying to focus on enjoying each day. Great family day yesterday that included a play date for the boys which also allowed for some adult socialization. Also smoothies for all and some hummus for me! Not sure if we have book club meeting today, but I am caught up on my …