Park & play date for the boys Socializing with some other adults Green smoothies Hummus Sunglasses found Naps for babes Baby boys Hubs is working really hard on his recovery and making amends The extra bedroom AC School should be going virtual to start! Affirmations: I am a good wife. I am a loving momma …
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Summer Day 53
I am so tired today, I just cannot get enough sleep at this point. And my thirst is in-quenchable today. It’s rainy and dreary and seems bound to be a lazy Thursday. I am ok with that. Gratitude: Bubba came in my room at 3:30. He brought buddies for everyone and was temporarily sad that …
Summer Day 52
Very stormy yesterday, hubs was released from work early. Power went out in the early afternoon and as soon as my head hit the pillow at 11:15pm, it came back on. Which was so great, but then I spent the next 30-45 min scurrying around turning off the generator and plugging everything back into the …
Summer Day 51
Despite all the tough feelings and i guess my own resentments regarding my SA husband or HIR (husband in recovery), yesterday turned out to be a good day. Even though I don’t always like to journal, I do find that writing down my feelings, especially negative feelings, really does help me to put them aside …
Summer Day 50
It was a tough weekend. Very emo. Hubs ended the work week negatively. He was talked to about being in the upstairs offices, taking a break at 6:30am, talking to other employees, disappearing to take a walk, etc. Its hard for me. I support him, but I can also see the issues from a supervisor …
Summer Sunday
Gratitude: Baby bear is feeling better Started the day with some disturbing thoughts about hub’s AO behaviors, but was able to talk to him and ask questions which helped push them from my mind Was able to express some of my fears and safety seeking behaviors that I also felt were sneaky and would make …
Rainy Day
Saw my therapist at the park yesterday. Was there with the boys and one of bubba’s friends and his mom. Not sure if it was her at first, but then realized it was. I was a total weirdo. It was like once I didn’t really acknowledge or say hello to her, it became like I …
Summer Thursday
Have some resentments. Need to do some work. Gratitude: Going to the park for some social distance play in creek (a little nervous) Green smoothies Zoodles Woke up on own Baby bear Bubba Bun Hubs apologized A new day Quiet time for myself in the AM Intentions: I will be mindful and calm, practice yoga, …
Summer Wednesday
I question my husband’s judgement. Like, if it’s late, I stop what I am doing to get the kids to bed. Not have them have to work around my schedule. Like they should come first in some ways. I don’t get it. Am I too judgmental? Gratitude: House is worth more than I thought (not …
Summer Days
Summer days are a blur which can definitely be a wonderful change from the rest if the year. My problem is that once it’s August I tend to focus too much on the fact that it is almost over rather than just enjoying each day as it comes. I am going to try to be …
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 