Routine has been thrown off since last Thursday. Hopefully tomorrow my morning routine will be a bit back on track and I will be able to write out a bit more for this online journal. Gratitude: Bubba, who is so sweet, kind, loving, funny, and a great big brother. Baby bear who is wild, lovable, …
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Some Summer Day
Routine has been thrown off since last Thursday. Hopefully tomorrow my morning routine will be a bit back on track and I will be able to write out a bit more for this online journal. Gratitude: Bubba, who is so sweet, kind, loving, funny, and a great big brother. Baby bear who is wild, lovable, …
Summer Day: After the FTD
Yesterday was the day, full therapeutic disclosure. Hubs shared everything. It was a lot of information, I know I didn’t absorb it all. It was overwhelming. I asked some questions from the list I had written in advance, but he had addressed most already. I read my impact letter which was super hard. And with …
Summer Day: FTD
The disclosure was today. I didn’t do my gratitude this morning but am doing it now as I don’t want to skip it. Especially on such an emotional day. Gratitude: My parents My beautiful perfect little boys The FTD, that it was done and that it is over a chance for renewal That hubs was …
Summer Day 38
It’s shocking it’s been 38 days of summer, it doesn’t feel nearly that long. It’s still so hot. The humidity is high. It’s hard to get outside and get moving but I really need to be moving. I look like I should have given birth last week and I still have over 8 weeks to …
Summer Day 37
Of course bubba literally spins himself into the corner of the wall last night. And when I say corner I don’t mean an innie corner like you would be made to sit in if naughty, but an outie corner, nose first. I just caught it happening out of the corner of my eye while I …
Summer Monday
Had a rough time this weekend, especially yesterday. We were discussing refinancing, moving, addition to this house, payouts, etc. it is overwhelming. I don’t know what I want. Where will we be in a year? Will things be better? Am I ready to live forever with SA in my life. Will it always be such …
Summer Friday
Gratitude: New car! Maybe not so grateful for the new much higher car payment, but at least one thing done. Friday. I love fridays. Bubba went back to sleep after he was ready to party at 3:30 this am. Dx appt for baby bear, can get that cough checked out and I don’t have to …
Summer Days
I really need to practice some gratitude this morning. Gratitude: My aunt received the flowers Baby boys who are so loving and cute even when they are precocious Car stuff seems to be moving forward Baby is moving a lot Cooler day Couples session yesterday My comfy bed Intimacy with hubs My cute little town …
Summer Day…
Gratitude: My 3 hr glucose test results all fell into the normal range! It’s still July Beautiful morning Woke up on my own Attended first SANON meeting Loving baby boys School doesn’t start for awhile. My new women in stem posters! Anti-racist Book club Husband made a big effort to not just work on disclosure …
The (mis)Adventures of the MayBee Mom 